Confession#7: Chewing Gum

I have a confession..

The confession is that i chew chewing gum errday!

Always liked to chew chewinggum since i was in elementray school..

I've been called "Tyggismannen" which means "Chewing gum man" in norwegian..
My grandma told me that urban myths in the philippines, they say that if you chew chewing gum, you will be fat/fluffy..  I don't know if that's true?

But im fat and fluffy.. so maybe it's true.. HAHAHA damnz..

yeye story of my life..

Confession#6: Blind

I have a confession..

The confession is that i dont easily recognize people..

I have been in a lot of situations where someone will say:"Hey, I saw you yesterday *or whenever*.. but you just ignored me and walked right past me without even greeting.."
It's not that i'm avoiding you or that i don't want to talk to you.. Im just BLIND! Honestly..

Sometimes im to lost in a another dimension where there is only me and the music im listening to.. And im the person who goes to destination A to destination B without seeing people i walk by through.. when im walking my eye level is usually down on the ground level / foot level *and no im not foot fetish or something, madapakka* I just dont like eyecontacting other people when im out in the city.. haha that's why..

Anywho sometimes i just have alot og randomness in my mind that i dont really are observant what happens around me.. So it might happen that i MAY look at you, but im actually thinking about something random that i dopnt even notice you..

I remember i was at the city and just windowshopping, and i walked past my own mom.. haha.. im just simply not good at recognizing people.. Im sorry for that..

So when you meet me.. you guys have the privileged to slap me,not hard though, if i dont see you.. :)

Confession#5: Apiphobia / Melissophobia

I have a confession..

The confession is that I have fear of bees..

When i was younger,around kindergarden age.. i was stung by a bee.. not once but twice at the same day.. Since then, i was traumatized FOR LIFE! haha.. freakin bees..

When i see a bee, im going wild as hell.. or it depends on who im with.. if im with a family member or good friends, i scream as hell and going loco..And i dont care if it looks silly.. just dont care!

But if im with others, like people i dont know so well, classmate, girls etc. im trying not to be freak out.. you know, act tough and that kinda shit haha.. But at the inside Im like Carlton Banks in Fresh Prince of Bel Air when i see a bee:



HAHHA jokes.. but almost like that, TRUE STORY! haha.. %¤%&¤ Bees, hope ya'll die.. ++ That's the ONLY positive about winter in Norway... Because of the snow & the coldness, Norway is Bee free in the winter!

The only bee im not afraid of is JOLLIBEE.. So ya'll gotta check this bee up (If you travel to USA/Philippines)! This bee makin some real good food..Realtalk!


*Anywho, If you're afraid of bees too, here's a tip from me.... When you see them'-->  RUN maddapaka! RUUUUN!!*

Confession#4: Hair cut

I have a confession..

 I have only been at a barbershop twice in my whole freakin life.. And i was around 9 or 10 yrs old, last time i was there..

I'm so lucky, that i have a uncle who can cut hair, and he has been my personal "barber" ever since i was a kid.. He's not a barber or something like that, but he learned it by a friend,  so we didn't have to pay alot of money to go to the barbershop, cause here in Norway, a haircut cost around 35 USD (and it's the cheapest one u can find)..

 I'm satisfied with my uncle's works on my hair, better than the two times i was at a barbershop.. ALOT better!

Anywho, since my first year in college i began to cut my own hair, by myself, Cause i didn't want to bother him. so i decided to try it by my own, so i don't have to be depending on my uncle, cause he's got his own things to do etc, Plus, i think it's good for the future, when i establish my own family and that kinda shit.. Gonna save alot of money by being a Selfmade barber.. lol!
I got alot of tips by my uncle, and helped me alot too!

And now, im the barber of my lil brother, AJ and my cousin, Derick.. I'm not good, but i try my best.. haha.. i don't pressure them to take a haircut by me, they just come and ask me if i can, or i ask them if they want a haircut..

*And for those who think that it's an great idea to cut your (or others) hair, so you/they can save up some money, Good luck, Cause hair is not a game.. haha.. but always have a backup for what you're doing, for example if you'll try to do a specific hairstyle, and it would fail, u gotta have a plan B!*

Confession#3: Social Anxiety

I have a confession..

- a "short" story of my life with S.A.

Ever since i was a kid, i had always problem of meeting other people, i thought it was hard to start a conversations with people, i couldnt even look them in the eyes,  i was silent most of the time when i was with people, everytime we had oral presentation in school, i was very nervous and about to faint everytime, i couldn't sleep well the day before every presentation, i was alway worrying what people would say if it do that and this etc, and would be embarrest if i ever did something wrong or foolish, and could've nagging on that for a while..

I honestly thought it was just shyness, cause everytime a friend of my parents ask them why i didn't talk to much or something like that, they always say that i was only shy..so i thought i just was a shyguy..

When i was studying "caregiver" on high school, and had a lecture about social anxiety. And it hit me, and felt that i had some of those symptoms etc. From that second on, i knew i might have a weak form of social anxiety. I have never been diagnosed for Social Anxiety, but after years of studying within "health and science", i have my thoughts and opinion.. But as a highschooler, i didn't want to tell anybody that i had a weak form of Social Anxiety, cause i think it was lame, so i kept my mouth shut and just decided to work on it..

It was first when i got into college and studied nursing, i "revealed"/"admit" (or whatever you would say) that i have a weak form of Social Anxiety.. It's because i learned more about it, and really think that it's good for me to not "hide" it..

Anywho, when i got older ( from highschool + *17 yrs old*, to be more specific)  i got better to handle my anxiety, for instant i think it's not so scary to have a presentation in school, and i don't care what people think if i do this and that (or atleast not as much as i was before), or if a do something foolish, i don't think about it as much as i did. I wasn't struggling on the anxiety as much when i was younger..

Now, i think i handle things much better, even though, i still have a weak form of it (but not as much that it's bothering me all the time..) I still think is kinda hard to have conversations with new people or people i usually don't meet often, i do sometimes worry what people think of me etc etc.
The weirdest thing is, i could talk to a girl, and be really close to that person, but when i suddenly fall for the person, it's like i'm back at square one, and the anxiety comes back, and starts to overthink, nervous, feeling like i could faint, etc.. the feeling like i'm not myself.. So yeah, that's what i gotta work more on..

The reason that im writing this, is for terapeutical use for myself..
*And for those who have a social anxiety, all i can say is, it will be better, as long as you work on it.. I can't tell and say that it's it easy to overcome the anxiety, for it is not,
And i cant even imagine how hard it is for those people who really have a major social anxiety, that the anxiety is taking over your life.. I only hope and pray for you guys, and i think it will be better, it's only takes time..be patience, and work hard :)*

Confession#2: Tournament

I have a confession..

My confession is that long time ago,when i was younger, i wanted that NCCN (Naic Cavite Chapter in Norway) or other pinoy organization here in Norway to arrange an basketball tournament for filipinos here in Norway..
And last year, HIM up there gave what i wanted.. (Better late than never, riight?)

But yeah, i didn't got the chance to join the last year tournament because i didn't knew about the tournament before there were slightly a month left til the tournament..

But this year.. I''m trying to make a team.. And damn we need sponsors and that kinda sh*t..



Hope that i would make a team in time..

Confession#1: Cap-a-holic

I have a confession..

The confession is that I'm slightly Cap-a-holic! haha.. Or i mean.. i WAS a Cap-a-holic, just slighlty though..

When i was younger, i had so many caps of different kinds, had about 30 - 35 caps or sumthin'.. But when i were in the 10th grade, i decided to get rid of 95% of my cap.. just kept about 3 of them..

And then, i bought some trucker-caps online, some years ago..I have some moments where i feel hunger for some new cap, you know. Used a lot of cash that time.. but it was worth it..
I'd "designed" the most of the logos from the trucker-caps i ordered.. haha.. Check it out:
I don't have so many caps anymore though.. haha.. so yeah no more cap-a-holic.. or just a lil' bit?


*Anywho, If you're a cap-a-holic too or any kind of "-a-holic".. All i gott'za say is.. it's okey to have a passion for the thing you are passionate in/of/about, as long as you have it in control..
By in control, i mean that you don't have any economic problems because of your addictions bout somethin'..*